Nervous

Well my 2nd opinion is tomorrow. I got my records in. I see nothing that says "DO NOT TTC" but I'm not the dr. I hope to get good news. I'm so worried. I know stressing does no good. I really can;t put into words how I feel. I'm afraid to break into tears in front of a brand new doctor that I have never met before. UGH!! Well what else am I going to do if I don;t get the answer I am longing for... die? I'll feel like it. Oh well, no use worrying now. I have to wait until tomorrow... no use dropping dead before I go...